e3e; so while I'm updating windows media player and installing windows live messenger, I thought I'd share a poem from my poetry folder I got off my comp before everything got erased ;a; ah~ it was written in July of last year.

Bleed

I am in a room
Without any doors
Your thoughts were frivilous--
Giving me the key to nothing
Somehow
It's left me speechless

I've said nothing at all
When there were tantrums raging inside
I've danced willingly, though
This graying harmony is tedious
In a way, without passion
You're taunting the invisible
And maybe the impossible
With petty excuses belonging to children

I am a doll without a mouth
And in time, I'm sure I'll rot inside-out
How can they be so bitterly unforgiving
When they ignore every one of your faults?
The palms of your hands have left bruises
Without any lie, I thought that in a way
It was plain
To anyone with eyes

Along the lines, I tore out every memory
Painting masterpieces over what I tried to hide
Inside my heart, slowly dying
Was the will to exist within this eternity
Simply to ease the damage you've caused
Although until the sun bleeds red
I don't believe in any acknowledgment
Of what you've done to me


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hurrr~ so I shall be able to chat with y'all in a bit ;> A> it's only at 53%....


Yes the title is in Russian. Guess what song it is CB



Loff~
~Fogo