whatever. well i AM sick of the japanese culture. it was cool then everyone started copying it and all the americanized anime came out and ugh. Just IMHO y'know. Not to be racist ;D
and no i can't remember what number i'm on in my poetry OTL last time I wrote a poem down it was like in february i think. yeah i write so much right. i ttly need a break i'm so overworked.



.014(?)


I want to lock you in a music box
So that you can hear my thoughts
And for every time the chaos is unhinged
I want you to be reckless

If I bury these thoughts
I hope it's enough to save myself
As all these words echo inside my mind
I feel like I am already fading
Although reality is persistent
My existence is marked as an X

You've never done what I've told you
And what use is there to hopelessly wander
Carrying this heart-shaped box
With the sky blinding me

So just to numb the despair
Let's act like children and forget
That we were ever warned
About our destruction, because
This way, we can be blissfully unaware
Of everything surrounding us.