my german in the title of this post is amazing amirite.

New video up!




yeah ikr pretty amazing.  I sound so retarded xD  it was like 3AM anyway so whatev. I am dreading what all this pocky is going to do to me @____@;

And i keep forgetting this window is open. hurrrr.

I got all my manga back! I really should get all back into manga again, blog. I feel like animanga doesn't have as much of an impact on me now as it has in the past.  I dunno, my art is way out of wack. I'm not sure if I'm being as true to myself as I think I am when I draw. It's easy to slip into a generic anime style that you know more people will like, rather than your own original style. Have I already said this? Well, it's true. So I don't know if it should be the satisfying equivilant of slamming my head against the wall. I'm sure it was at one point. I don't draw what I feel though. I don't. And I think this is where my creativity is sapped, because... If I'm not drawing what I'm feeling, then I don't know what to draw. It's like trying to describe someone you've never met before. So when it comes down to it, when I'm not true to myself, the person on the paper is just a person to me. It's confusing Dx


 I am so sick of this one person...well lots of other people, but especially this person. They are one of the weirdest people I've ever met. You know I usually have no problem figuring people out and warming up to them, so this, ah, oroka na baka, is special, and instead of getting my head bitten off when I try to have a sympathetic conversation with them, I would rather tear their head off and play soccer with it. So that is that, and Fogo doesn't take crap.

Erm, so... I've been having headaches and it's annoying. i don't know what my deal is.

ummmm...so yeah this pretty much took me all day to write. Sorry blog...


~Fogo