MOOD~  Sleepy // nostalgic
INTAKE~  Earl Grey tea
MUSIC~  Gabriela Robin - Clouds



ALKJD:FLKJSD hey!

IK IK I have like chronic blog submit syndrome or something. It's crazy. I feel like the more I type, though, the more easier I can breathe @____@; you know what I mean, right?

Míng tiān wǒ yào dāng bǎo mǔ jiā rén péng yǒu de hái zi。bù shì hěn zhǎng, dàn。wǒ xiǎng tā men cái xǐng jué shí yī diǎn zhōng zuǒ yòu， suǒ yǐ tā men hěn kě néng huì réng rán shì tā men de shí hou huí jiā shuì jiào。suǒ yǐ tā jiāng huì shì hěn kù。 8D
shùn biàn shuō yī xià， yǒu méi yǒu rén tīng měi guó de hàn bǎo jiē de gē？zhè shì... LMAO shì zhēn bàng， ér qiě yú chǔn。tā men ràng tā zhè yàng yī gè bǐ jiào gāo jí de。wǒ yī zhí zài tīng yīng guó de jiǔ bā hé kāi shǐ！de gē qǔ， bìng fǎn fù。wǒ xǐ huan zhè me duō。 ; ā;
wǒ ài tā de xiào， zhè jiù xiàng yào wù de。
wú lùn rú hé， wǒ huò xǔ yīng gāi xiàn zài shuì jiào， dàn wǒ wán quán méi yǒu。tā de huài， yīn wèi wǒ yǐ jīng kàn dào liù diǎn zuǒ yòu xǐng lái zǎo shang pái xù。 Teehee？
zhà yú hé shǔ tiáo！
ahhh fèi huà。


ó， wǒ ài è luó sī！！ō， wǒ de shàng dì。wǒ xū yào tíng zhǐ kàn zhè me duō Hetalia。tā jiē guǎn wǒ de shēng huó〜


HOPE YOU GOT ALL THAT 'CAUSE I'M NOT GOING TO REPEAT MYSELF!!!!!!

ROFLMAO just kidding.


Dontcha love Chinese~?

FISH AND CHIPS!!!!!! Holy snap. i love me some England. flksdajfl;dsjkafl;ksdjaflksdajf;dlskajfsdklajf;sdlafdklsja;lkfjsda
*fangasms*


ài〜
 〜Fogo

Ahooooooy~~~!

Yes, I changed my playlist up! Japanese music has really really really really really gone downhill. It makes me sad.
I just remember all the good sparkly music from FMA and the old Ayumi Hamasaki and when BoA was still BoA-ish.
Now everything is either too Americanized, or slutty, or too Visual Kei. I never liked Visual kei. I thought it was oogly.
 :D

But anyway! I finally got paid today for babysitting. More than I thought it would be, which is really cool. She said she'd need me for a bit on Tuesday, so we'll see how that goes, ja?

onegai~ TACCHI~ TACCHI~ KOKONI TACCHI~!
Sorry. Haven't heard this song in a long long time. Younha sort of...I don't know what to think of her. Some of her songs are really horrible @_x but some of them are really cool, so IDK. There might be a big difference in her styles, because she's big in both Korea and Japan, so y'know.
I really have nothing to talk about :/

Oh. I really don't want to move, but you know...I've noticed for a while that theres like a gloom hanging over this house; it has no warmth like your house usually does. Mom thinks maybe it's just the color scheme, but I think that's not it. Colors...they don't provoke this much coldness. 'cause the blood on the walls and the floors and how dirty it wasn't makes me think that maybe someone didn't just have a really bad nosebleed and refuse to take their shoes off everytime they come inside.
Now, I'm just like fdlaskjfl;skajfdas. I just want a house, okay? A presentable, comfortable house with some personality. And one that's affordable. That too hard? Just the idea of packing up all my stuff and the stuff in the shed gives me a headache. PFT
This is ALL Sam's fault. I sort of want to choke her.

Yoooou~ made a mess~ FOR CHRIST'S SAKE THIS ROTTEN EARTH!
Sorry. Had to quote MELL. She's amazing O3O In fact, that song is on the playlist. It's Red Fraction. Listen to it!
Er...all the other songs are really good too :C so listen to them too.

I wish I could show you guys what I'm working on lately. I'm 4/5 of the way done with that yuri side story. I have no idea why I'm writing it. I feel uncomfortable writing it, but I feel like it fills out Allor's character. (By making her a fag? Aren't you forgiving~) And I have lots of artwork to show you :")

I wish I could digitalize some of them. I sooo wish I had my own computer. Mom said she'd get me one real soon, but she doesn't want to go get the cheapest one. Which is typically her, but I think we're still going to try to get my old computer fixed. So it'll be nice if we could do that, and still get the other.

Zoe had her babies! I can't say I really like the names she chose, but they're her kids. Twin girls :D so cuute, can't wait to see them~ Aerial said she cried x3 didn't expect her to be so emotional, but then again I hardly ever get to see her. Audrey, Zoe, Rachel, and Chelsea as well. I haven't asked about Chelsea lately, I wonder what happened to her. I haven't seen her at any of the cons or anything. Hmmmm :/
Still need to go catch lunch with Ang or something, I haven't seen her in like 10 years. And Shelby. Geez @____@

Anyhoodle. Tomorrow's sunday! Weekend is almost over :C Hope you guys enjoyed it~~~!


Love~
~Fogo


Today was really pretty, ne.

IKR I do so many of these OTL


height: 5'7

Profession: student/artist :D

Shoe size: 8 1/2

Where were you born?: Benton, AR

Innie or Outie: innie~

Righty or Lefty?: righty~

Any pets?: Two dogs, two piranhas and two sisters

What month were you born in?: January


My Favorites


Favorite Color: Orange :D

Favorite Car: One that works

Favorite Movie: Pan's Labyrinth, Harry Potter, Lord of the Rings, Pride & Prejudice, The Ring, House of Flying Daggers.

Favorite Hobby: Drawing, writing, and reading~

Favorite Song/Singer: Erm, how about for this month? Epica.

Favorite Book/Author: Holly Black, Juliet Marillier, and Megan W. Turner

Favorite School Subject: foreign language D:

Favorite Vacation Destination: Ireland~!!

Favorite Food: Salmon~

Favorite Restaurant: Red Lobster xD

Favorite Animal: Cows and giraffes and hello kitty

Favorite Store: I don't know. I like guy clothes :/

Favorite Celebrity: I don't like celebrities.

Favorite Childhood Friend: Angela~ neee angie ILU ;3; BFFs kay?

Favorite Childhood Memory: I don't have one ._.

Favorite Baby Name: I'm naming my firstborn Victoria or Gabriel. :D
If I wanted children *cough*
Mall Store: Hot topic yooo~

Favorite Fast Food Restaurant: Backyard burgers or Arbys

Comedian: Brian o'brien

Sandlot or Little Rascals: WHO

Favorite Number: 8

Favorite Month: December, January and February =D

Favorite Flower: Day lilies, Orchids

Favorite Ice Cream: Cotton candy~

Favorite Smell: Gasoline, fresh paint, alcohol, and snow

Favorite Drink: Coffee

Favorite Cartoon Character: Enma Ai from Hell Girl.


This or That

Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla

Big Mac or Whopper: whopper

Coke or Pepsi: Pepsi

Beer or Wine: errrm beer

Coffee or Tea: coffee so i can stay up and drink all the tea i want

Apple Juice or O.J.: OJ

Facebook or MySpace: Facebook

Summer or Winter: Winter

Windows or Mac: Mac for art, Windows for everything else

Cats or Dogs: Dogs

Boxers or Briefs: boxers

Rain or Shine : rain

Chips or Popcorn: chippus~

Salty or Sweet: salty

Plane or Boat: booooat

Morning or Night: Morning~

Movie or Play: movie. Plays bore me OTL

Walk or Drive: drive?

Money or Love: loving someone with money. huhu.

Breakfast or Dinner: Beffist

Forgiveness or Revenge: revenge and then forgiveness

Paint or Wallpaper: Paint

House or Apartment: House. but some apts can look cuuute

Truth or Dare: truth!

Contacts or Glasses: Contacts

Root beer or Dr. Pepper: Root beer :3

Mud or Jell-O wrestling: MUD!

Skiing or Boarding: throwing rocks at people

Silver or Gold: silver

Diamond or pearl: pearl

Sunset or Sunrise: sunrise

Phone or in person: person

Oldest, middle, youngest or only child: Youngest

Indoor or Outdoor: indoor/summer outdoor/winter.


Do You?

Have Any Pets: da :D

Have Any Children: nup~

Smoke: is euwwy

Drink: I've never been drunk 8"D

Exercise: Ishy~ I need to more often nee

Spend Your Life On Facebook: no way~

Play On A Sports Team: Used to play softball :D

Belong To Any Organizations: Yosh!

Love Your Job: i dont like kids nya nya

Like To Cook: I-I don't have the patience ;w; OTL

Play An Instrument: the piano...some OAO

Sing: yuuush~ I aint dat gewd do. n~e

Dance: thats my defense mechanism

Speak Multiple Languages: English, Chinese, Japanese, French, and some Korean~

Ice Skate: Da~! Iss fun yo~

Swim: I ISH MERMAID HUHU~!!!!

Paint: sort badly. i'm better at markers and pastel

Write: yus. I love writing.

Ski: i think it's kind of nerdy, but that's me.

Juggle: ROFL YEAH THAT.

Do you wish you lived somewhere else?: I wish I was isolated away from everyone. This system bothers me a lot.
I don't really like reality, can you tell?

Do you like roller coasters?: YESSU~!!!!!!!

Enjoy spending time with your Mother?: yuah ^^

Ever think about the price of gasoline?: yup.

Sleep with a fan on?: JA I live w/ it on

Have a good handle on spelling?: Yes, though it may not look like it. I'm a grammar nazi.

Ever type "kik" instead of "lol?: I used to

Know how to play chess?: not really

Ever miss being a little kid?: yes. I miss feeling protected.
Want to get married?: I like me time too much XD


Have You Ever
Stolen Anything: yeah.

Been Drunk Before Noon: nebr ben druwnksdfkdjsla

Had Sex In A Public Place: I wish yaoi would-*SLAPPED*

Got Caught Telling A Lie: yes. it sarked.

Got A Speeding Ticket: nup

Been Arrested: nuppy

Littered: Er I think once. I'm strongly against it.
It's like blasphemy to me lol

Failed A Class: Nope~

Screened Your Phone Calls: hummm~?

Eaten Food Off The Floor: 10 SECOND RULE

Stuck Gum Under A Desk: Actually no xD

Wished You Were Someone Else: yus ;w;

Cried During A Movie: so...many...times

Had a good feeling about something?: jya who hasnt yo

Had a near death experience: I'm a near death experience.

Jumped off a house: Yeah but someone caught me

Been attacked?: I have siblings. most likely.

Bungee jumped: LOL that guy who threw up was funny

White water rafted: WHO??

Pulled an all nighter?: I love to!!! I'm getting old though @__@
auuugh yoooouth!!! *claws*

Surfed: I fell off.

Lied about your age: yes. apparently people can't tell the difference between a 10 year old and a 17 year old.

Broken a bone?: my ankle once.


Misc.
Biggest Fear: Demons

Dream Job: Cosmetologist and a mangaka ;w;

Special Talents: uh people say i have cute expressions o___O;

Where Are You Right Now: laying in my bed x3


Where Would You Rather Be: starbucks drinking coffee?

Place To Visit Before You Die: China, Russia, and Ireland.
I need to be in my element, you see.
Song Played At Your Funeral: Caramelldansen. I think it would be very fitting.

What are you listening to right now: Twins - Ni Zui Hong. Chinese music is love~! Its very magical to me ;D

What makes you happy: Music xP, reading, cold weather, and people I love~

What did you do yesterday: existed LOL i was so sleepy

Won any awards?: lots~! :D

Are you a good driver?: Yup! I've been told I'm really smooth

Gotten any speeding tickets?: nopes

Are you double jointed?: LOL I wish i was. that'd be awesome.

Last time you showered?: Just now. My hair is still curly 8D

What's the last dream you remember?: I had that one where I was a Chinese general and I kissed one of my soldiers and then I woke up and I was all WTF I'm not yaoi D;

What side of the bed do you sleep on?: in the middle?

Do you dress up on Halloween?: I dress up when I get bored. yay clothes

Are you outgoing or introverted?: I'm an introvert. I hate people. I'm sorry.

Do you ever wish you were famous?: I just wish I had a lot of money

Have you ever done anything illegal?: Lots of things x"P

Where will you be 12 hours from now?: At hoome~?

Is it easy for others to make you feel awkward?: No not at all. It's easy for ME to make others awkward, though.

Do you know what you are going to wear tomorrow?: I'm not taking this DBZ shirt off you know.

Is it easy for people to make you smile?: Yeah. I do it to be nice.

Does anyone hate you for no reason?: yes.

Can you make yourself cry?: yes. I cry for no reason sometimes. Someone's gonna think I'm mentally unstable.
er...

How many hours of sleep did you get last night?: 6

Is your life simple or complicated?: super complicated.

Are you taller than 5'4"?: yop.

What was your last place of employment?: No
What color are your socks?: black and pink striped. they say "I have issues" on the sides.


Personal
Have you laughed until you cried: yup

Have you found out who your true friends were: I don't have true friends.

Met someone who changed you: I think...so?

Kissed anyone on your friends list: sadly...yes

What were you doing at midnight last night: reading the last line of a fanfic thinking holy CRAP i'm tired.

Name something you CANNOT wait for: Paradise ;A; things are just getting so baaaad. I want to tear my hair out.

Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Erm nay.

What are you listening to right now: German Anthem - APH

Last time you saw your father : Week before last. It gave me a headache.

Most visited webpage: FB, fanfiction.net, and blogger

Do people think you're weird?: unbelievably weird. I hate normal people. They'll never get it :P

Are any of your friends mad at you?: I try to get them mad just for drama. its hilarious.

What's one new thing you'd like to try?: er riding a bike more often? xD

Would you get married before 19?: Nope

Can you crack your neck?: yeah it gets on peoples nerves

Are you a bully? O_o:  A little bit. I'm nice, though.

Do you type fast?: I'd like to think so.

Do you get mad easily?: Yeah
Do you like getting hyper?:  yoodles

Do you like making kids cry?: erghhh no

Who's your best friend?: I don't have one. I don't get along with people well enough.

What is the longest relationship you were in?: the one where i exist and the earth lets me walk on it.

Firsts
First best friend : Stephanie

First concert : Britney Spears

First person you had a fight with?: Angela

First time you rode a bike?: when I was ittle

First car: LOL.....

First person you slow danced with: I'd kick them and laugh.
If your house was on fire, first thing you'd grab?: my phone. and then turn the AC on. =____=

As of Now
Love seems to: way too fickle

Do you like parties?: not really

Are you neat or sloppy?: neat in some areas, sloppy in others.

Are you mad at someone?: I'm always mad at someone :D

Do you have any medical problems?: yeah I'm crazy. C":

What kind of car do you have/want?: one that obeeeys

Do you like to read? What?: YOOOSH!!! fantasy! Horror! Mystery~! anything *3*
Do you cook?: I microwave.

Would you do drugs?: Nyuu

Have you ever written a song?: lots~

Do you like poetry?: I like song lyrics.

Have you written poetry?: a bunch~

Hi I'm super tired.

Right now I'm eating pizza for dinner and drinking sweetened tea. Mom gave me a weird look for putting sugar in my tea. I like my flavored water to be flavored sugar water. She knew that.
You know how there are certain cups that you know just don't hold enough liquid...well, I got one of those cups. I'm going to be very upset in a minute.
Oh, I also just got out of the shower. I looked at myself in the mirror while I was drying off and got scared at the dark circles under my eyes. I was like "euuuuugh D8" I seriously look like one of those old haggard women with tangly hair and-*kicked*
So I'm going to make sure I get lots of rest tonight. I've been needing it. I haven't been sleeping well these last few weeks at all.
FFF and I know TMI, but my period is killing me. I feel like I'm bleeding to death. I'm not sure why I decided to, while hyped up on coffee, exhausted after a night without sleep and having to babysit all day, to have people over. LOL I enjoyed it, but I felt really tired and anxious and crampy the entire time.
It was lovely, nevertheless. Or I hope it was OTL.

I want to add -aru to the end of all my sentences in chinese. Wo bu dong-aru. Ni shi erbaiwu-aru O3O
I think that's the best way to get shot.

Oi I forgot how catchy Tongkuai was. Chinese lyrics just don't look as pretty without all their tone marks. Or maybe I just like the idea of people being baffled. Which is sort of ignorant of me to assume that mostly everyone has an under-average IQ.
Nah, if I really wanted to baffle someone I'd write in Korean. That stuff is like fdklsaj;fdlskajf;lskdjaf;lsdkajSUMNIDA.


It's hard to learn, I mean.

HOLY CRAP I love Germany. And Russia. I had to share that with you guys one more time. I'll probably mention it about ten more times this upcoming weekend.
hey how come i like all the evil guys. do you think Germany is a Nazi? I mean, if you think about it Germany is Germany, but I mean...like...it shows Hitler as his boss, but so wouldn't that make him kind of slave-ish? OTL you get what I mean, right?
[NEEDS A LIFE]

Oh right I should probably talk about how my week has gone, but that's it. It's gone. ._.

And I'm going to go sleep it off. I'll give a proper blog tomorrow, kay? My life is sort of nightmarish lately, and I really don't want to float around in my goth bubble and kill all the happiness. even though that's what I'm known for. I'm always that one kid who never fits into any of the cliques who always wears black and is always throwing death glares to unsuspecting people.
i like being different .3. if I was like any of THEM I would most certainly kill myself. I'm talking about the Prep clique. :")

I should make a video about how I was when I was 13. It'd be epic. I was so hardcore yo [or thought i was].
:D

~Fogo

hiya :D

Oi, so I finally talked to Kita today. She sounded really happy for some reason, it was kinda scary xD But it was nice. She said that her Great grandma and Great Aunt or whoever is coming over this week, and really didn't want to be in the same house with them, so I invited her to spend the night tomorrow. I haven't seen her in a while, so it'll be nice. I'll snag her Windows XP CD while we're there picking her up 8D Anyway. She said she finally proved a small enemy of ours wrong, and she felt really happy about it, which was completely awesome 'cause something like that totally needed to happen. Some people think they seriously know everything and it's really annoying to those of us who do know everything.
LMAO that was a joke riiiiight.

dskfj;lksdjf;alsk I hafta babysit tomorrow, but it'll be okay. Josh and Bekah are better now that they have their dad. AKA Josh isn't a holy terror and Bekah...well, Bekah is Bekah. But Jazz is gonna help me, so it's all good :D Kita offered to help as well, but I think Elyse would get nervous over that or something LOL three people. She might think I think her kids are wild animals. But I mean, y'know.

Why is Callie asking me if I'm looking for her mind? I told her I threw it out the window on the way to the Assembly. And I wondered aloud if it had been what killed the drunk seal. :C She's not getting something heeere. raaawr.

My make-up finally came in! It's really really cool, except the eyeliner is crap. I'll just have to get pencil-eyeliner or something next time 8D But the lipgloss, concealor, mascara, nail polish and eyeshadow is real good and everything so yey!

Holllly crap I need to do laundry. I have no clothes.

Hrmmm. Right now I'm listening to APH music. Germany xD he's so manly lawl~  neee German Anthem is smexy ;A; sparkly.
That sort of makes me want to learn German. Just 'cause it reminds me of manliness. D'awww...someone shoot me.

I swear he jsut said amerikajin ja nai. then he said tabetai so maybe he's talking about eating people and americans don't taste good. I wouldn't be surprised. we eat junk food like 90% of the time orz we wuldnt taste good anywayyy ne.

OH i was trying to listen to a Rammestein tot. I really like Rammestein (German metal band), untiiiiiil I looked up the lyrics and found they were talking about eating people and kept making innuendos (LOL INNUENDOS?) or something 'cause of that one dude who WANTED to be eaten and agreed to cut his wang off so they could share it before he got eaten. Kinda scary. I deleted it. OTL.
I still want to go to Berlin, though.

Jyaaaaaa~~~~

Anyhoodle, my schoolwork is trying to kill me. I have like 3 essays to do and about 15,000 exams. One question I'm on is STUPID.
"Perspective focuses more on the worldly values than religious matters" or whatever WTF IT COULD BE ANYTHING?!
I suppose if I was better at studying I would know the answer to this no problem, but I'm not, and it really could. be. anything.

How come listening to Ievan Polkka gets me in a really sarcastic, incantankerous mood? Or if it's not that, I feel like bouncing off the walls. Which isn't a good thing 'cause I get alot accomplished that way. Only not in a good way.

My tea collection is finally growing :") I really want some more coffee though.
And remind me to get some more Genmai Cha. For seriously. Why does the store have to be ALL THE WAY UP ON UNIVERSITY HONESTLY?

Kaze!~

D'oh snap ima leave kay~


~Bokky

Did you know clap in Engrish is crap.


O-OTL HEY EVERYBODY~!!! I'm baaack! And with absolutely nothing important to say!

Oh, besides I now have 77 MB worth of Hetalia music on my mp3 player. China's version is soooo smarksy *A* and and Russia's HOMG epic. I love his little evil laughs.
America sounds like he's on drugs, and Japan is so manly sounding.
b-bawwwww i like all of them ;A;
Now I just need the mp3 of the allied powers singing it all together. I could've gotten it directly from Youtube, if I still had my computer and had IMtoo. But alas I do not.

Today was nice. the weather was pretty. I actually got out of the house. MY MAKE-UP STILL HASN'T COME and everyone was nice. Kroger down Geyer Springs gets real ugly, but I got some really yummy teas and coffees. And I went to Chi's for the first time, and their food was really good (or at least I thought so). I was kinda sad Jazz couldn't go though, nee :"( 
And and I didn't get any eggdrop soouuuupppp i love eggdrop soup but I just wanted to fit in. I'm such a loser. I should be myself more. But if I did the world would come to an end.
lawlllllllll*cough*

Uggggh I've had a headache allllll day. It's really getting on my nerves. I think it's just from lack of caffeine, because I only drank peach tea, water, and vanilla tea today which are all non-caffeine, and I'm like used to yuhknow, like, 3 sodas a day because im so liek helthy tht wai!!!1 fuh shizzle.
Oh. no wonder I'm fat. :"I
ROFLMAO

liiiike that one time me and kita were playing KH2 while eating gobstoppers and she dumped my purse out and found my stash and was all "woh. you've been holdin out on me". xD THAT WASN'T INTENTIONAL. I WAS SHARING wasn't I.
O3O
Anyhoodle, I'ma be pimpin' with my red eyeliner and white eyeshadow. I'll take pics maaaan. It'll be epic. And remind me to cut my bangs, didn't I say that already? they're swooping off to the sides now and when I straighten them out they hang in my eyes :C it's depressing.


Er...I think I just ran out of things to ramble about. EXCEPT I LOVE RUSSIA TTATT he's so cute baww
*shot*

I actually have a character named Russia, you know :C except his name is horribly overspelled. Rujxhua. Yeah. That was all muscle memory. but yeah! Mynijian rocks yo.
*...shot again*

I'll take my leave OTL

I am SO TIRED.

I got a new banky for my bed :") it's black. To go with my polka-dot sheets and pink drapes. And a new pillow. and some black fuzzy slippers. and some teaaa!!! But my feet are really paying for it 'cause we spent like 7 hours shopping OTL ouch. I also got two shirts. They're both gray. I was in a gray mood. They're awesome, though.
This peach tea tastes like peach gummies.
Also if any of you know Ashley's FB link, gimme it, kay? I've searched and searched for it and I only found her mom :/ but she said herself she's on there. Maybe her mom made her delete it? I don't know. That's been happening alot lately. First Lindsey, and then Kacie, and et cetera. So yeah, I want it :C
All the stores seem to have no good shoes in. They're all ugly. I looked for some shoes to go with my Rena Ryugu costume and found some, but then I wasn't sure if she really WORE those, or if maybe she wore boots with her...school...unif-SHUT UP. I didn't feel like spending 30$ on shoes anyway.
The whole time I was like "Oh, Wal-mart has this. For like 5 bucks to. Hmm." all throughout Kohls, Shoe carnival, Kirklands, Target -- For some reason I really really hate spending money.
I will not buy a shirt that is over 13$. For seriously. Any higher and it's ridiculous. Guy shirts are cooler anyway.
My feet hurt.
Oh, today I woke up and the right side of my bangs were sticking STRAIGHT OUT. Like, anime-hair like. It was scary.WET COMB.......GO!!!!
And then I straightened it because my hair only has body in places it's not supposed to have body. And in all the wrong directions, too. So it showed me just how much it loved me and I am proud of it.
But it was a pain.
Anyway so I got some new teas lately. LIKE EARL GREY~ and WHITE PEACH-SOMETHING and ALL THESE DIFFERENT SAMPLES THAT ALL TASTE REALLY GOOD so it's awesome. I'm happy. I got some mint truffle coffee creamer too so I'm going to be cleaning the house spotless this week.
Er, because of all the caffeine, in case you hadn't picked up on that.
Essays make me want to cry. THIS ECONOMY IS HAVING AN AFFECT ON ME TOO YOU KNOW. You know you know. Crap! Hey I might get a new computer soon. Well, after my mom gets her car fixed, but I mean that's pretty soon! Poor computer, it was so good too. 8C I will mish yew laik nebr b4
cuz the last 4 times yew broke yew got revived but THIS TIME
oh, THIS TIME
Your warranty expired :3
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
But you all already knew that.

Anyhoodles. I ordered my E.L.F make up yesterday! And today I found out Target carries it! *shoots the wall* ah, well. You live you learn, ne? But I mean it looked like there was some things that were only in the online catalogue and not in the store. Hmm~ We'll just see. I ordered white liquid eyeshadow~ and some mascara~ and some lipgloss~ and some nail polish~ and some foundation~ and some eyeliner~ and i think thats it. Yay! When my mom saw it in the store, she gave me a "you 'tard" look. OTL


Ooooo and I'm ALMOST DONE with my Allor picture. I'm so happy! She looks so pretty. She doesn't really look much like Amora, but then again I haven't really settled on the right face for Amora. So I guess I'm gonna have to copy hers, but my characters are always ALWAYS changing. I think the only character that hasn't really changed that much is Arayan, Ensaoryuu, or Lijiarah. Save that I changed Ensaoryuu's and Lijiarah's names.
Lijiarah's name at the very first was Leeyarah, but then it turned into sapphirre, and then it turned into Lijiarah, which is mynijian for Sapphire. 8D AREN'T I COOL???! Ensaoryuu's was Gen'aisatsu but then I got kicked in the head or something and realized it was really ugly. And I was pronouncing it wrong, too.

I swear there are times in your life where your brain seriously undergoes some drastic growth while you're asleep, and when you wake up its like you got slapped or something and then EVERYTHING makes sense. Like that math problem, or why your face looks the way it does, or why you chose pizza over mickey dee's the other day. Or why your life sucks so bad < ---- haven't figured that one out yet 8D

I couldn't talk her into buying an orange toilet seat cover though :C it was fuzzy and cute! and orange! Sure it wouldn't really match in my bathroom but it's ORANGE and DO MY THINGS EVER MATCH? She was all "dude no way am I spending $8 on an orange toilet seat cover"
;C I'm gonna go buy it when I get my own monies.
It would match with the fuzzy black mat. And the black curtain rod IT WOULD'VE LOOKED FANTASTIC D8
but anyway. I think I've rambled long enough. I'll esplain more laturrrrrrrr. right therre right theeerrre hey didn't that song play in Robots? I think I reme-*slapped*
Some people are just way too caught up in the early 2000's.
*cough*


~Fogo

Mood: Sarcastic / boooored
Intake: Tea~
Hears:  Kaito - World Is Mine (ahh omg! *A*)
Doing: Bloggu + fanfiction + chatting + music
Should Be Doing: Showering? Be outside? 


KAITO YUR VOICE ISH HEAVEN *A* how can someone who doesn't even exist be so awesome ;3; bawwww

His voice sort of reminds me of Russia, tho it may just be the scarf. OTL sorry I mean the APH character Russia. ROFL. but yeah for some reason....ehhhh Russia~

I had to go over to my dad's yesterday, we had to get some of our stuff because my cousins were gonna go over there and help him with the flooring, 'cause he's getting hardwood floors put in, but he hurt his knee. Apparently he's had surgery on it, but I haven't heard anything about that. It was soooooo hard talking to him and stuff, hey but I think he might buy me a new phone. Awesome. I should've asked for the piano, too, but I'd already forgot. We have to go back and get some more stuff later on. I wish things weren't so awkward. I NEVER NOTICED HOW NOSEY THOSE NEIGHBORS ARE HOOOMG. Freaking entire street (at my dad's house) knows he's getting new flooring in now. I hope they're happy with their pathetic little lives now, since they have absolutely NOTHING ELSE IMPORTANT TO TALK ABOUT EXCEPT FOR THAT TALL RED HEADED GUY WHO NEVER TALKS TO ANYONE IS GETTING HARDWOOD FLOORS PUT IN.

tards.


I got to talk to my ex-best friend's grandma. She said Steph wanted to be a pharmacist. Really, Steph, a pharmacist? Your grandma doubts you, you know. And yes, you have to complete high school to go to cosmetology school :C I just wanna get it out of the way even if I didn't. I wanna be a mangaka or something on the side, too.


Aaaand, I got blank CD's finally! Yaaay!!!! OMGOMG


AND ALL OF MY DBZ MOVIES I AM SO FREAKING HAPPY. I LOVE DBZ I'M GONNA LIKE WATCH ALL THESE LIKE ALL WEEK OKAY SO DON'T CALL/TXT UNLESS ITS LIKE SUPER IMPORTANT. Like if you're dying or something OTL 
okay fine you can ;w; but that's only because I'm a loser


And all my old disney movies.... HUHU i'm on a holiday.

I also found my very first sketch book. Well, my first sketch book that i actually considered to be my first sketchbook. it's awesome LOL It's from when I was 9-10 years old. I'm like woah
all of the people in it are horribly disfigured
i guess i had to improve somehow LOL;;;;;

Anyway, I'm doing better. I'm totally not sick anymore, and I'm not as depressed as I was. I guess the thing is I'm a worry wort. I ALWAYS have been a worry wort, and when something happens and I start to worry, it builds up inside of me and I start getting anxious. And with me, anxiety feels the exact same as having that feeling that something really bad is about to happen. Took me some time to realize this. I was practically bawling all week, I was such a nervous wreck. So, erm, I looked up how to relieve anxiety, which I followed along with putting it out of my mind (I'm still not going to tell you whats up, because I was told not to tell. It'll get around soon enough though.) So? Green tea, spending time outside (different scenery. love fall.) chocolate, music, and meditation. ;w; still dont like this but I'm not about to explode or burst into tears.

fsbgsbgsb and i gotta go~




~ Fogo