MOOD~  Numb? Spectacular?
INTAKE~  Coffee
MUSIC~   S.H.E - Tong Kuai

I'm sitting outside on my front porch. No more bugs, 'cause it's winter! ROFL! so happy. Side porch had bees, back porch had bees, and then front porch had walking sticks and a variety of all the ickies. But they DIIIIED~~!
My fingers are numb and it makes it kind of difficult to type, and i think my arms and legs are numb too, but I really like it. I like feeling numb. It makes me happy on the inside. Euphoric almost. Like I have no emotion~ no worries~ no fd;jasklfl;dkjas. Just numb. And happy. I love winter.
Also being able to see my breath makes me remember I'm a human. With a body temperature and a heart. :/ It's easy for me to forget.
I babysat this morning, from 7:30 AM to 11:45 AM. They were really good, so it was mostly just entertaining lawl. I wonder if she's gonna pay me again. It's nice that she needs me to babysit because my mom was all
"We have to move. Unless I don't know, you get a job or Sam gets a raise..."
fldajf;ldkasj;fkldsaj Elyse pays well ;A;  but geez. We are so poor.
And what she pays me is like the equivalent to having a job while under 18, right? You can only work time, and she'll pay me like 100 a week, so it's all good, right? I don't know @_______@;
ROFLMAO this song. "Fast and furioooooous~!"
I need to do that to one of my asian friends just to get them mad.
Oh, did any of you know that the East End Cafe is really prejudiced? Yeaaah they wouldn't even serve this one black guy. OTL scary. I wonder what it'd be like if they were prejudiced against redheads.
They can't do that to redheads though because they know a bunch of really tall Viking people would come and yeah they'd be dead. Red heads are called hot tempered for a reason, right :|

PS. I hate men as well. I can't stand them. They make me sick. That's why I make them gay. : D but honestly. I think my mentality will seriously save me from being a tard like my older sisters.

Or like most of the girls between the age group of 13 - 36.

Wakaranai EINSAMKEIT! tsukete hoshiii~  I love Germany. And Russi-WHY DO I LIKE ALL THE BIG TOUGH GUYS?
I'm marrying an anime guy. Just FYI. LMAO speaking of being the golden child right.
Ermmm so moving on?

I need to draw more fanart. I honestly need to just lock myself in a blank room and draw like a million pictures. I would so draw a lot more if I wasn't so lazy. I have essays to write and exams to take and books / meetings i have to study for. I can't help but think of all that while I'm drawing or writing. fl;asdjfdas I need help.
Someone just like, sit on my back and stay there until I draw at least 5 fanarts and 10 OCs.
;w;

~Bokky