Mood: Pleasant?
Intake: Coffee (I'm drinking WAYYY too much)
Hears: Hotarubi Kakeru - Dear You (When They Cry)
Doing: Bloggu + Facebook + music + Essay
Should Be Doing: concentrating more on schoolwork
I know I update wayyy too often, and I apologize, but I should scold you because what else would you expect from me? I'm not dragging you over to your computer every day, making you check my blog updates, raaaaaaawrsies.
When I listen to this version of Meltdown, the one with Kaito and Len, why do I think of two of my characters? I mean, sure like the first part of the prechorus goes
"I dreamt I had my hands around your neck," or you guys know how it goes :") (and that's like the only part I can remember, apart from allegro agitate, but I can't even remember how to spell it right.) so it DOES fit, I mean, you know, they hate each other, MY CHARACTERS I mean, the ones I think of. OTL someone hit me.
You might have noticed (or maybe not, I'm not assuming the whole world revolves around me), that I posted some new piccus of myself on facebook. And they are TERRIBLE TERRIBLE quality. I took them with my webcam and used mr. I-crap-my-pants-everytime-you-tell-me-to-do-something Vista to edit them. I'll hint you guys out and tell you I look a lot better during the day than at night, where all the coffee I've been drinking has slowly leeched my body and I look like the living dead, so there.
I took a shower just so I could camwhore. Are you happy?
Oh, I finally finished that second part of the side-story i was writing about those fags two people.
...Actually I've been told I look rather good at 4AM but ANYWAY SORRY-- yeah I finished the 2nd part of the sidestory, or I suppose we could just do something like this: SS 2/4. It'll always remind me of Super Saiyan, but who cares. I say this as I'm wearing my Death Note shirt and itching to go watch the rest of my DBZ movies in the living room. I really need a life.
WHY DO I KEEP GETTING OFF TOPIC.
ANYWAY. YES I FINISHED THE 2/4. The queen was all "holy crap what are you DOING" and Allor was all "aaaaahahaa OTL i'm gonna die"
Do you think if I blast my Swiss folk-metal music, I'll scare away the stalker guys? I think it's really pretty but some people just get weirded out way too easily. Which should be a shame, because if I alone do not scare them away, then something I do surely will. Like making the facial expression I'm drawing on a character, or start handstitching an entire costume because the pieces to my sewing machine are all strewn out across the house and I'm too lazy to go on a scavanger hunt. I'm not afraid to use a hammer and smash fingers, so no creeping your little bony hands all over my house. It's MINE and it WILL attack if I tell it to. And I have dogs.
I wonder if they watch KitaBoko, and they recognize me? HOLY CRAP. ;A;
CHOCOREITO DISUKO~! CHOCOREITO DISUKOOO~~! I need to brush up on my Japanese, it's horrifying.
I understand more than I can speak. I feel so happy reading Hiragana and getting the gist of a Kanji because I've studied Chinese, but I hate that it's so broken. I'm really bad with Katakana. I think I only know the vowels in Katakana. OTL orz.
wryyyyyy.
I wrote a poem last night, but I don't really like it. At all. I feel like I didn't finish a thought, but then I hate overly-long poems, and and...I dunno, I didn't explain enough, and simply in a way put it bluntly. See what you think
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Without remark
Audacity left you speechless
Casually disregarding
The underlying differences
By smothering it with the obscene
Abiding your evanescence
In last resort, uncurling
Without acts, you are nothing
Heartless, yet I redeemed you so
Call out my faults, though you weep
From a statues embrace; unwritten again
A sneering mask
Sets me afar
Because we have stumbled
Away from the path of righteousness
Denying the knowledge of eternity
Grasping the forsaken
You own my breath, but
You taunt me with no consequence
Die, fall away, leave me
I mourn every loss but my own.
........
I dont know :/ I guess I dont have to like all of my poetry, as long as it serves its point. laaa~ *dances*
I didn't even post the best pic and i already deleted them because ididn't want someone to find it on here OTL i'm stupid
Eeee I should leave you guys ;3;
Ciao~! Zaijian~! Au Revoir~! Sayonara~! Lahitraot~! BYE D;
Fogo~*
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