It's not even funny anymore~ ♥

mercredi 28 octobre 2009

Mood: Epic/ dramatic
Intake: mountain deeew
Hears: Nightwish - Ghost Love Score (Orchestra vers/instrumental)
Doing: Bloggu + essay
Should Be Doing: Working harder on my essay

WHAT IS THERE TO SAY ABOUT JAPANESE, ANYWAY?

bawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

I've been rewriting this post over and over again, because you see, sometimes I get into a rut where there is absolutely nothing I want to share with anyone, and it really gets on my nerves (as I'm sure it's unnerving for my friends) when I, actually for once in my life, have nothing to say.

The past few days have made me realize how much paradise is needed. I feel like it's one hardship after another, and the small amount of time we have to live is really, afterall, heartbreaking. I always thought "you have to be good. you have to realize that this world is a terrible place and something needs to happen" but I've never noticed it quite like I have now.

Makes me want to try 100% harder.

Anyway

MOOMOO GOT COLLAR. It's actually supposed to be an orange-red, but it got wet because Sam put it in the bag with the water-plant she brought and it had leaked so the collar got wet and now it just looks kinda red, but it's a pretty red. And it looks good on him anyway ;3; it's about time he got one of his own. Now he just needs his tags.

And I'm almost not-sick! I still sort of have a cough, and a lil bit of a headache, but I'm better. I don't think I'm contagious, either. I took that antibiotic aka horsepill for like 5 days so I think it's all out of my system.

I love Hetalia ;________________;

Carrots that wander
Hiding M&Ms
In a lamb
Arthur they bray!
(THEY BRAY!!)

Oh, that had nothing to do with Hetalia, btw. Just had to throw that in there.

And I'm on my period .3. not cool. and some stupid dog got into our BFI so now i have to go pick up trash in our yard. stupid neighbor dogs. and it doesn't help since our gate is broken. jflkdas;jfasd

Emmm, I really don't have anything important to say. Nothing big has been going on. Except for the anime cons *A* y-yaaay

*flails*

i think i'm going through a growth spurt. or was. i need to be taller. but like

there was like a few weeks where i was so hungry i felt like i could eat half the world.

aaaand my dog is laying with his head on my laptop OTL soooo sort of having to bend to my left so i can reach the whole keyboard.

he has the whole couch you'd think he wouldn't feel obligated to lay on me.

~Fogo

4:31 PM ♥

dimanche 18 octobre 2009

Mood: Sleepy / calm
Intake: Nothing~
Hears: Barenaked Ladies - Who Needs Sleep?
Doing: Bloggu
Should Be Doing: Sleeping

Eeee I really hate laptops. I don't know why, but there's just something about them I strongly dislike .3.

So, you've probably heard this everywhere else, but I'll add it here: my computer crashed. I keep getting the blue screen of death. And, contrary to what my sister seems to think, i did not download anything that caused it to crash. I had a problem with that Vista theme, but I'd fully gotten rid of that like, three weeks prior to the system crashing. Which reminds me, I have an awesome picture of what that vista theme did to my system. It's hilarious, and sort of not. I'm certainly upset with my computer dead though. I have un-backed up artwork and stories and pictures on there. I guess that's one thing that is really terrible about not having a job, is you have none of your own money, and you can't get what's important for yourself. You have to rely on others to get things for you, and did any one happen to get blank CDs? Of course not.

But anyway, it's fall you guys! Isn't it wonderful? My nose and my toes are mostly frozen lately, but at least I have a reason to wear scarves and sweaters and comfy clothes like that. I finally got some drapes for my bedroom today~ they're hot pink x"3 and the curtain rod is black and has victorian-styled curls at the ends...ehh i'll take a picture. It adds a nice pink glow to my room~ ="D
Which needs a major make-over. Everything is sort of a mish-mash and it really doesn't look good. I hate this wall color, it's yellowish and just not...not comfy, nor pretty. It makes my room look personality-less. But we aren't allowed to paint, and it really sucks. I wanna shoot my landlord.
I also got some different colored polka-dot sheets. They're adoooorable. Now I just need a banky to match. hmm~
But the pleasures of insomnia are ones I can't avoid~

Wow, today's sort of been a long day, now that I think of it. I guess it was that nap I sort of took around 10. Woke up at noon-ish. But I have new bideeyo games! they're really coolnesssss~
Sam got Kingdom Hearts Re:Chain Of Memories, and Mom got er...that Sonic game for the Wii (which is super awesome, I mean, I was the one who was major disappointed when they threw the sega out, remember? It's fantastic...). Chain of Memories is fabu~lous~~! It's kinda sorta tough, but all the good games are, right?

It's been hard listening to CD's (what with having no computer to charge la MP3), you know? It's like
"Snap, it's skipping! Why's it doing that? I'm not used to this! FFFFFFFFF"
God knows I have fifty-million CD's, and I s'pose I'm guilty for keeping them stacked, caseless, in a box. I've noticed, however, the CD's I'd gotten around my Preteens are more scratched up than the older ones, say, like my first CD I ever made with Grockster all those million years ago. Amaazzziiingg, right? I'd like to think so.

I've been redrawing Amora over and over, trying to settle on a face that fits the personality. He's really, just, I dunno. I think I made someone fasctinating, if I say so myself ="O he's luff and I've sort of settled on one, but I'm not quite sure if it's gonna stay. He's supposed to be cute, but serious, since he is still young, but he's sort of...emotionless? Or at least he pretends to be. Blah blah blah~ no really

Speaking of serious, I'm gonna hit that side for a sec~~

Here's a question: Why is it unbelievably easy for me to say
"I don't like you. I don't want to talk to you ever again." ?

Is it just that, I guess...friendship has always been such a cheesy subject to me? Things like Kingdom Hearts really confuses me because this kid risks his life just to see his friends again. I mean come on, Riku's hardly even nice to him in the first game, and Kairi's preppy and annoying.
Maybe I'm too passive aggressive, maybe I set my standards high above anything humanly possible, maybe I really don't take anything shared between me and someone else to heart, or personally what-so-ever. I really don't understand it. I've come to realize as you grow you understand more, but sometimes you only understand things until it's too late. And I'm so good at pretending to be older than I really am.
Maybe it was the parenting? But I'm not about to go and blame my parents for everything and feel sorry for myself just like my sister's've done. I've made too many promises to go turn out like a total douchebag like they both have.

Oh! Did I tell you guys Sam broke up with that tard? She did. Yay! And she lives here again. I've been joking about biting my nails and needing a stress-ball.

My H key just popped off for a min, and I like like 'ohhhh crap'.
Because of course that only happens with a computer that isn't mine.

Tomorrow I'm supposed to go over to Jazmine's, sooo~ I should get some sleep.

Can't believe you've read this far

Love~
Boko / Fogo / Kussu

1:06 AM ♥

mardi 6 octobre 2009

Mood: TIRED! / content ="D
Intake: Earl grey tea
Hears: Mika Nakashima - GAME
Doing: Bloggu + fanfic + procrastinating OTL
Should Be Doing: SLEEPIIIIING / essay writing

Decided I should give a proper update. But I guess no one's really missing anything. I've been semi-regular in updating on Facebook, Twitter, and Myspace. More or less. Give and take.

I rented some movies for the first time in a looooong while. I was so excited to finally see The Corpse Bride, and I must admit for the first ten minutes that it actually worked, it was...erm...I'll be honest I think it was pretty terrible. Someone told me it was golden.
I think that kind of thing has been done by the same freaking person, lets say, about eight times already. There comes a point where originality, simply becomes unoriginal by, lets call it over-exposure.

I find that's happening a loooot lately. It might actually be happening to me, but I only submit something every blue moon, so I suppose it's all good...?

Today I babysat some kids of a friends'. Theres two. The oldest is teeeeerrible. Holy crap. If I had a son like that, he would be covered in bruises ._. not that those kind of traits run in my family, I have to admit.

Afterwards at a meeting, someone was holding the youngest, and they were sitting waaaaay across the room from me, and everyone in there was quiet, and then all the sudden...

"BOOK!"

"Booo~oook!!"

It hurt to pointedly not look at her :C I'm sure everyone in there turned and looked at me.

aha;;;;

Ummm, OH! ROFL well I tried downloading the Vista update-thing-which-really-isn't-an-official-XP-Vista-update-thing-at-least-I-think, but like, so those things totally usually work.

This one didn't.

Ffff.

I wanted to throw my computer out the window. 8C

Okay okay the problem was, despite it looking all pretty and official, it would NOT let me click on anything -- except the programs that it was friends with. It didn't like the shut down button and wasn't particularly fond of the recycle bin, and if it had its way, my screen would've been completely black save for the freaking program's Welcome screen. But, so, like since it didn't show up on my add or remove programs list, I had to uninstall it from the welcome screen. Alright, it didn't remove everything, that nasty little thing. It left me the vista cursor, desktop Icons, annoying little sounds it makes when you minimize a window, creepy little white space that appears over the 'Start' button, pretending that it looks like that flashy Vista windows button, (but really not). Aughghghghgh
So I re-installed it and uninstalled it again. Okay. Now I get about 49038403298432 'bad image' errors every time I sign on, and my Select Username screen is still Vista-y.

I also get the shadow where the side time-thingy should be. Only its not there. FFF

I'm like 'good god almighty, is there no escaping this?' For once in my short life, I actually enjoy the sight of Windows XP. Hell has frozen over. There is no denying this.

So I Install-uninstalled a-freaking-gain. And I think everythings okay now. Nothing looks ~~swine flu~~ Vista-ish. Still too scared to delete the program-installer thing because last time I did that it had a fit. I'll get rid of it eventually.
And I'd thought that maybe it'd been the Luna theme I had for my toolbar, y'know. Nope.

uruu. HOMG I found an old VHS tape that's from 200...1, and its when we'd had to go somewhere, so we recorded Toonami so I could watch the DBZ episode and wouldnt miss it ROFL, but it made me realize how much I missed Toonami :C Th-There was a DBZ episode on there, the one where Vegeta explodes and stuff, and then a Sailor Moon movie with that gay guy who says he's what's-his-face's friend, and then a pokemon episode, and then that HILARIOUS Samurai Jack episode, the one with the Irish man and the bridge. LMAO. ff

I never really laugh at stuff out loud. Ever. By myself. I about woke the neighborhood watching it. XD oh my god. One of the funniest things I've seen in a looooooong time.

And you know, watching it and all of the commercials made me wonder how I knew the difference between 'new' commercials, and 'old' commercials back then. Because they all have the same quality ._.
Maybe it was that I made game out of trying to read the fine print on every comm that played, so I was always catching the year. I don't know. I'm rambling on. It's amazing.

But I was looking forward all day to come home, read a good fanfic, and drink some tea. So I'll go do that and ignore my schoolwork and artwork and literary-work for a bit longer.

~Love

~Boko

11:34 PM ♥