It's not even funny anymore~ ♥

vendredi 29 mai 2009

Mood: Neutral
Intake: Root Beer
Hears: Chiaki Ishikawa - Uninstall
Doing: Fanfiction + Blogging
Should Be Doing: Taking exams

Just wanted to tell you that I'm...still in the groove? (or not so much?)

First off, I wanna make a goal list of what I want to finish watching (or up to the point where it's updated) in the next month or so:

1. Jigoku Shoujo
2. Axis Powers Hetalia
3. Hana Yori Dango
4. Ouran High School Host Club
5. Pandora Hearts
6. Gurren Lagan
7. Hikaru No Go
8. Fruits Basket
9. Inuyasha~ (3rd movie)
10. The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya (?)
11. Higurashi No Naku Koro Ni
12. Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood
13. Lucky Star

@__@; and in the words of that robot from Toonami, well, Sleep is for the weak. Right? I THINK SO. 100%!!!
And the games I actually want to BEAT this year....

1. Kingdom Hearts 2
2. LoZ: Four Swords
3. Final Fantasy X
4. Final Fantasy X-2
5. Final Fantasy XII
6. Final Fantasy XII Revenant Wings
7. Vexx

And you guys REMIND me to finish reading Two Towers! I've been stuck on that book since like, the year before last, I think. ARGGH.

Anyway, onwards to the update. Huhu.

Man, like, a little yellow piece of paper came in the mail and I was like 'omg someone might have sent me something!!!' and I freaking waited like 4 days for Sam to get off her lazy butt and go check it. It was just a phonebook T^T oh the disappointment. No one cares about me, nyuuu~ Fogo shed tears of blood ;w; but anyway.

I wrote a poem the other night! Am i awesome or what? It's not good at all, but it's a start, right? I used to write all the time. Now it's just draftsdraftsdraftsdrafts. And side stories. I'm too lazy to finish anything XD I'm turning into my dad. Geez.

Ummmmm...I really really like Nico Nico Douga Medley *3* It's super awesome. I was reading the list of songs that were in it, and I was like "what, really? That's Uninstall?" and then I was like "but why does it always break down there? Is it sad?" So I looked up the lyrics...they're pretty *3* and yes, slightly sad. It's loveable. It's funny 'cause when it like, sorta first came out, I got REALLY sick of it (when I didn't even like it in the first place LOL;;; ) and so it like, got deleted within about a week. Y'know. I'm just...silly that way :|

I might make a new video soon. *unenthused crowd applaudes lazily...if that* It'll be REALLY sucky, but it's a video. I look dumb in it. oh well. I suppose I am. Hurr. By the way, why is it that all I seem to find when searching for a good yaoi KH fanfic, is AU's, Vampire twists, and completely OOCs? e.g.:

'Sora is a ballet dancer that is paying for his tuistion my striping at his brothers club. But what happens when his ex-boyfriend transfers to his school and rooms with his new one? SoraxRoxas&SoraxAxel'

....Wait, what? And WTF? Yeah I wanna read a fanfic about a hero turning into a ballet dancer, and then get caught up in ex-BF angst, which is most likely badly written. And I would know a thing or two about badly written fanfics *eyeroll*. Especially when it has a cheating BF or GF.

I need a new computer. Mine has been awesome, but it's almost 4 years old (this June, it will be). And it's getting a little slow :C so I've been looking at computers, and my mom told me to start saving up, but....Well, I've been looking at this one. I don't like Laptops, they are out of the question. Sooo...? I kind of want a Mac, too...:/ guess we'll see, then.

But we're also looking for houses...so...I might have to deal with this one a bit longer ;>> IF IT SURVIIIIIVES~!!! no it loves me. it does. it knows who its owner is. it hates everyone else T^T

LOL i'm done.

11:14 PM ♥

dimanche 24 mai 2009

Mood: Neutral. :|
Intake: Vault
Hears: Nico Nico Douga Medley Automatic Mario vers.
Doing: Doodling
Should Be Doing: Finishing school.

I wish everyone would stop crying. There's no need to bawl in front of people. Freely.

Honestly.

12:08 AM ♥

mardi 19 mai 2009

Mood: Tired
Intake: need....water.....
Hears: TV
Doing: flaking out on you all
Should Be Doing: sleeping

WHY CAN'T YOU VOTE ONLINE??? THAT IS...not cool :C *emobocks*

I went to the mall today and got some blonde extensions =D I'll take a pic later lol. Earlier I put some nails on but I got sick of them like 30 minutes later and chewed them off because I DID IT ALLLLL WROOOONG *emmoooobooockksss*

D-d-does anyone else avoid finishing books? I'm on the last 3 pages of my book dangit and I~dont~want~to~pick~it~up! Someone slap me T^T

I like the mirrors in Kirkland Home(s). They're slimming. I love them. I look small in them. OTHER THAN THAT HOT TOPIC DRESSING ROOM MIRROR. lkfjsda;lfkdja i hated it. I guess it didn't help that all weekend + monday I sat on the couch, eating potato chips and nuttybutties OTL;;;;;

tomorrow i'm gonna go rock climbing. rock cliiiiiiiimbing. fun fun.

i've slept a total of 4 hours in the last two days. I'm exhausted. I'll update more thoroughly later.

9:34 PM ♥

samedi 9 mai 2009

Mood: HYPERRRR, good.
Intake: mountain dew but i want icecream :C
Hears: BENI - Kiss Kiss Kiss
Doing: Fanfic / music / updating
Should Be Doing: chores ;3;

Oh my. I actually last updated on the 4th? That's sort of....depressing ;w; I've sort of had nothing to talk about orz;;

I am obsessed with Kuroshitsuji. No, really. I...I check OM like 8 times a day to see if they've posted a new chapter OTL;;; (no life) a-a-and I'm really getting into Ouran High School Host Club, too. I'm only on the second episode, but I usually run through the episodes like theres no tomorrow X"D so I suppose it's good ne that it's taking me a while *cough*badinternet*cough*

Apparently Code Geass is really popular, but I don't like it. I can't get into it and the plot doesn't really interest me. I dunno. Sort of like Naruto; I just couldn't get into it. :C
plus I'm not fond of: *HANDSEIZURES* - NO JUTSUUUUUU!!!! D8

it's like "wait....what?". If I'm going to be something that ends with a -tard, I'm going to remain an Avatard, because that was honestly the best show ever ;3; and it totally pwned the crap out of Naruto.

Anyhoodle. I went to the ASO last night and it was really really amazing. *w* I'm still speechless. Th-the symphony orchestra....and then the singing...and then the lasers...and then the...O3O it was so kewwwwwl.

Next weekend is the Greek Food Festival, and eee I'm excited about that! If you've ever been to one, you'll know what I mean. Greek food is really good, and the performances are usually cool *3* I want to do my happy dance =^o^=

And then the week after the next, is Riverfest. gbsbgsbgs!!!!! I'm gonna have a heartattack OTL;;; it's gonna be sooooo awesome!!!! icantwaiticantwait OAO"

I sort of wanted to go that...thing that the Edge was doing. Slipknot and All That Remains is gonna be there, and I looooove those bands....orz but I don't think my mom would let me go orz... ah well. Well, if I asked her...maybe I could go, but I already have other stuff to do.

I'm really getting in to running. I think I'm gonna start running this year. It'll be fun! Maybe I can get Sam to take me to mills park so I can *3* wheeeee~ I'd die, but it'd be fun. ho ho ho. Or maybe I could take Kita or Steph with me so that I wouldn't have to go on that thing alone OTL;;; i'm not just a chicken, it's just the trail is in woods, and theres creeps that hide in them... eh eh...

I haven't talked to Michelle in forever. I wonder how she's doing....Maybe I should call her, or maybe drop an email. I haven't seen her at the cons, and I'm kinda worried....;w;

yheeeee, I'm gonna go get back to that fanfic LOL I have nothing important to say.

~Whatever

4:22 PM ♥

lundi 4 mai 2009

Mood: british
Intake: Coffee + Sunflower seeds
Hears: Rain~
Doing: Reading fanfics, updating, wanting to talk :C
Should Be Doing: Sleeping, finishing Aussie-Frieda

ds;alkfjads

Guys I just started a pic and FINISHED it, all in one day. What is the world coming to?
Linkage.

I still have an identity crisis, but I'd hoped by '09 it'd be solved. Alas, it hasn't, but I suppose that's what practice is for, yes? I've been terribly unmotivated and uninspired, so I haven't really produced anything that one iota of my body has liked--save for the sketch I just linked, which I would prefer to just say that I am the slightest bit satisfied with it. And the freckles.

For some reason it feels like 1AM, but it's only 11PM. Maybe I'm just used to staying up all night, is all. If anyone wants to recommend a yaoi or shota fanfic, please comment with the link *3* 'cause -- woah I just heard a dog barking, and then a gun shot xDD
Anyhoodle, you know what I was gonna say ;D Symphony is this friday! I'm really excited and I have NO idea what I'm going to wear. What would YOU wear if you were going to a symphony orchestra? According to some of my friends, you can see people wearing jeans and t-shirts while others are dressed in formal-wear. IDK I don't wanna look like a slob, but casual would be the easiest for me. I'm totally lacking in the semi-casual department. I know I've already said that, but I always have that random urge to repeat myself over and over and over again because sometimes I feel like my words aren't getting through to any one who reads this. Sooo I'll keep doing it until I feel like I've gotten my point across all the way to China.

Just as a question: If you saw me at an Anime-con, would you buy something from me? If I was, say, selling stickers or something?

Today someone had a typo and spelled 'light' as 'ligt' and I read it out loud as 'liggit'. I have fun with typos =D they're so interesting. I really need to start making out that new dictionary luls 'cause it'd be awesome luls. You know what bothers me though, is the word 'lawl'. It's such an old word, yet people seem to love using it. All I can imagine is some nerdy Japanese guy with a lisp saying it. "Laaaaawl 8D" it's so lame. Geez. The world would be better off without it.
There has been a large amount of ants appearing lately. Mostly around my kitchen sink and bathroom area. It's sort of annoying. Are you the kind of person that avoids ants, or nonchalantly smashes them with your finger? I'm the latter, which is kindasorta odd, since I have a morbid fear of bugs. Honestly, I'd die if I saw another spider in my room, which I did see one the day before yesterday, crawling on my canopy. Theres brown recluses (SP??) in our house, so I betcha it was one. Good thing it didn't BITE ME.

hong lazy unimportant update hong. geez. shoot me. please.

~Brooke

10:51 PM ♥

vendredi 1 mai 2009

Mood: Sleepy, really happy ^^
Intake: oxygen
Hears: Epica - Quietus
Doing: Take a wild guess
Should Be Doing: Sleeping

You know what? I'm happy. Not just happy. Very very happy. And I have NO FREAKING CLUE WHY. IT'S KIND OF ANNOYING LOL;;;;

I dunno I'm tired right now, but I've been happy pretty much ever since I turned 16. Maybe I'm just having a really good year so far, compared to the years before. I mean, so far in my schedule, all before July, theres 6 major things (like conventions, festivals, concerts etc.) I'm gonna go to LOL. One thing is though, that my school doesn't allow the records or whatever you need to get a license under 18...so it looks like I'm not gonna be driving for a while :C but I guess that's okay. Speaking of driving, we looked at some cars today and we have our eye on this one....but were not all that sure yet. I guess I have a reason to be happy....I mean i have lots of things to be sad about, too, but I guess I've just learned to ignore them and focus on more positive things. or maybe i'm just full of bullcrap 8B
My mom's job gave her a 300$ bonus yesterday.
My mom's doctor wrote off her 900$ hospital bill last week. 'cause he apparently doesn't care about making 1000$.
We're actually not living off of peanut butter anymore 8O
(Though I think I have a jar hidden in my bedroom somewhere rofl)
In the last two months, I've had more people compliment me than I thought even possible.
I feel like applauding '09 so far. Knowing my luck, it'll most likely end up being a very very BAD year :"3 I'm just sayin'~ wasn't 16 supposed to be a tough age?

I went to hastings today!!!! I got some coconut pocky *3* and that new Lacuna Coil CD. LOL i downloaded the stream rip earlier, and it was bad quality...so I was like, 'yknow why not' so now I really have all their albums =D *swims through CD Land*

I didn't wear any make up either, and I didn't feel f;lksdjaf;dlskaj. I'm proud of myself xD but I got a white chocolate frappe from their cafe....HOMG i totally recommend getting that!!! I bought it on a whim, and I'm happy I did aha 'cause it's really really really good. Better than the caramel mochiatto I always get lol. mocchiato. eeeeh.

I totally got stuck reading that Death Note story-book-thing-with-BB-and-stuff ;3; geez I couldn't tear my eyes away. I was like *GLUE* I think I got to page 34 or something and then I slammed it shut and went to look for pocky hahaha.

BY THE WAY BY THE WAY BY THE WAY-!!!!!! WTF IS UP WITH THE ANIME ENDING TO KUROSHITSUJI???? WTF????? Sebastian was all 'now i devour your sooooul' and then CREDITS. TEEHEE. Now I'm super angry about the irregularity of the manga chapters ;w; geez. this sarks so bad. the ONE manga I get super obsessed with after I finish Death Note, and it's like THIS.
Geez. Why don't you just kill me? ;___;
*groan*

By the way, guys, just as a question....Are my entries really obnoxious and give you a headache reading them? Or are they...interesting? I'd appreciate an answer ;w; 'cause I know I'm kind of crazy hahaha.

Aaaaaaah, well, I just wanted to complain and update you guys a bit. Nothing real interesting going on RIGHT right now. aaa! koi no jubakuuuuuuu~! woah sorry 8C

OH! yeah I'm a loser. I collect the Ramune bottles i drink hahaha;;;; and the pocky boxes. But speaking of boxes, my sis bought me a 50 pack of oil pastels, and they're sooooo pretty *w* i want to just stare at them and never use them hahaha. I'm not that good with pastels, but I'm okay. I prefer markers, but I'm TOTALLY ready to start learning how to use pastels better. I need to look for a blender-thingy so i dont have to use my finger 'cause my fingers are always glowing now hahaha. it'll be a fogo trademark. IF IT HAS COLORFUL FINGERPRINTS ON IT, DON'T TOUCH IT!!!

By the way, just 'cause I entirely ENVY myself (sarcasm), i have to repeat this.

Kita: ARE THOSE PICS ON YOUR COMPUTER I WANNA SEE MY SMEXY SELF
Kita: my SEXY SELF WITH THAT HAT ON!!!
[SILENCE]
Fogo: (extremely heavy sarcasm) OHO?

She never said smexy before I said it. How dare she .w. xD aha anyway i'll stop talking behind my friends back and leaaaaaaave 'caaaaaause I'm aaaaaaaaawesoooooomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

NO HOW DARE YOU SUGGEST I'M DRUNK OTL;;;

Nah xD

~Brooke

11:18 PM ♥