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mercredi 15 avril 2009

Mood: Bouncy, happy
Intake: water, poptarts
Hears: Diva - Wonder Girls? Issat who sings it?
Doing: Listening to music, avoiding chores
Should Be Doing: the usual xP

I know i haven't really written something that deep lately, and I (for those who enjoy reading about teenager's crappy lives) apologize. Things have been moving kind of fast lately, lol. But I am happy, and that has something to do with the 'IFREAKINGHATELIFE' attitude I've had for the last 7 years. And I agree with Reryu, when she said that maybe we just understand more, now. I know it sounds kind of cheesy, but I suppose it may be true. We only have one life, and one entire try to live it humbly, honestly and as a good person. There's no sense in being depressed about what happened, and trying to ignore the painful memories of when we were little. I'm trying to be a happier, not so self-conscious person, and I want to be happy. But I still do not respect people who try to seem flawless, and who never seem to complain about their troubles. Everyone is flawless, and not sharing in your problems makes the other feel dumb for moaning and groaning about what a terrible life they've had. Still, you get it, right?

Also, I may have said bad things about the state I live in, Arkansas, but I'm going to straighten it out. I like living here. I like the crazy, happen-without-warning weather, even the humidity, which I can't even really feel since I'm so used to living here. I like the annoying sounds all of the stupid bugs make, I like how country everyone is, I like how no one feels as if they have to impress strangers. Also, its not busy here. The crickets, cicadas, whatever can get pretty freaking loud, and it's probably why we're all asking everyone to repeat what they just said because a giant bee, somewhere three miles away, forgot what it was doing and decided to take a breather. I ALSO LIKE how it's 100 times hotter here now that theres global warming and all that. I LIKE the heat. I like feeling my skin tingle when I sit out in it, and I KNOW i'm getting burned and freckled, thanks to my hair that attracts the rays. I enjoy seeing mobile homes with expensive cars sitting out in the driveway, and how bicycling is suddenly really popular here. I'm so updated with what's hot this year, I could light the neighborhood on fire, that, and the heat that's radiating off my skin from the sunburn I've had since last July, 'cause the only way we can tell it's winter here is the constant rainfall for two weeks straight, and the realization that, geez, the weather channel suddenly isn't blinking 100 for once!!

Also, god, no one looks at you. Everyone's afraid of eye contact here, you know, afraid if they make eye contact, they're gonna get a big scary black guy stalking them. But that's just Mabelvale....and perhaps Asher. I see the same people pass by my house 24/7 and I swear my sister has the same truck as 5 different people I've seen around here. We're so used to oddballs, even if you're a tiny white chick married to a butch black dude, people will still ignore you. Maybe they'll think in their heads 'I'm going to count down to their divorce. 10...9...' but their opinions are in their expressions, and their expressions are 100% related to what their crazy mother-in-law is saying on the cellphone that's pressed between their ear and shoulder.

I wouldn't fit in as well, anywhere else. I don't fit in with people who've been sheltered and oblivious their whole lives. Especially people who's default response to anything out of their 2 inch normal zone, is 'uhhh okay?'

Yo, leave us the hell alone.

~Fogo

2:46 PM ♥