Mood: Sleepy, happy
Intake: Nothins
Hears: Caipirinha!!
Doing: Inking a pic x3
Should Be Doing: the usual xP


"Music is not merely sound. It isn't just NOISE.

It's something more. It CONNECTS us. It becomes us.

Music makes us laugh, cry and dance. It reminds us of wonderful yesterdays, and gives us hope for better tomorrows.

We fall in love, mourn a loss, and CONQUER milestones, all with music.

Music DEFINES generations and gives meaning to a moment."


Sorry, got that off the Arkansas Symphony website. I'm going to the symphony orchestra in May~ I'm super excited *^* It's going to be so pretty!! And we got pretty good seats, too! Even though my mom is totally regretting spending all that money x"3 but that's just her.

Geez, the pic I'm inking right now took me forever to draw. Maybe 3 days, and it's tiny xD You know when you draw something, some pics you get almost everything right without having to erase very much, and others you practically erase EVERYTHING and try about 50 times to get it right? This was the latter. It took me so many tries 'cause my hands are retarded. But I'm semi-happy with it so it's okay. I never do any traditional art anymore and I've been kind of mad at myself for that...but this makes up for it ^^

I had a nightmare last night. Kayako was in my room, staring at me. Crazy-person like. The look you give someone right before you angrily lunge at them and try to choke them. :C I had a feeling I was going to have a nightmare. I dunno. It's like I'll avoid thinking about scary things before I go to bed because I know that'll cause them, but I end up having them anyway 'cause I thought about them while trying not to think about them OTL;;;; (retard)
Ooooi theres a puppy laying on my fooooot.
AND I HAVE CRAMPS.

Anyhoodle. Lately my computer's bass box has been working really well. It only works really well with windows media player though lol. not so much with creative source lol. creative made my mp3 player but my mp3 player has good bass so it's just a fraud. I need a new phone, mine's getting a little old. Good thing I got doubles of all those hello kitty stickers. Speaking of stickers, I put one on the mp3player dock in my room. On that, I only keep the bass 50% cause if it was all the way up the neighborhood would hear what I'm listening to and then crap would happen but I like my mediaplayer it's nice. It's name is Joel.
Speaking of names, Firefox has been running really fast lately with this new upgrade and stuff. I totally didn't know it was like, downloading the new version till it randomly popped up and was all 'YOU'VE BEEN UPGRADED'.
I've still got about 200 GB left on my hard drive. Which means I've only used 50 GB so far. I dunno, I'm picky. I don't like my computer loaded with all this stuff. I'll delete a movie immediately after I watch it, and I add the mp3s directly to my mp3player instead of leaving them on the compy to collect bugs. I think I have 3 small albums in my music folder on here lol;;; I think it's mostly the videos I've made and my artwork that's taking up the space. And Sweeny Todd that I can't get Sam to delete.

Eee, does my myspace pic look alright? I didn't mean to look so grouchy...it was taking on the way back home from the anime-con....mm ^^

What a busy year '09 is going to be. But I'm loving it~ =D

And yes you read my status on MSN right. I only like people who check up on me. People who never IM me, I consider liars. I'm forgetting about them.

Love~

~Brooke

Ahoy~

I just noticed the people who commented on my tagboard. =O I didn't know I was that popular!!


XD I wonder who did that...hmmmm? Does it even take half a braincell to figure it out?

Anyhoodle, I just went to my first anime convention and I loved it. HOMG it was awesome @w@ so so so so awesome. I loved it. It was like the jackpot of all I ever wanted T^T I only had $15, so I didn't buy very much. But I still had a super super awesome time, and it was really fun and exciting. I think I bought 2 ramunes, which means I now have 5 in my bottle collection *3*!!! They're all different flavours too 8DD I think the Mango flavor is the best, actually. It's been a while since I tasted like, the kiwi one or whatever, but I still want to try the others! I got a box of tsubutsubu mikan pocky. I'm american. I see oranges. I'ma call it orange flavored pocky. And I think that's the best flavor of pocky. I was gonna get some coconut flavored, but they got those at Hastings for like 1$ O3O. You can probably figure out why I bought the orange xP But lots of people had on cute clothes, and I didn't feel too bad because a lot of them were wearing slightly normal clothes, too. I felt like I really fit in when I was there, rather than how I usually am. It was cool *3* Gyaaa, anyway. And I got some stickers, which I didn't pay for because the chick who did them was just trying to get rid of 'em so that was really cool. I hafta figure out what I'm gonna put 'em on. Ooo oo and I got a little L picture thingy, like those people do, like 'see, L is putting a marshmallow in coffee' and stuff (loser n00b D8) but that's what I got. It's cute. I also got some other lame stuff OTL;;; but I got a death note poster with Misa in it and I really love it o3o it looks super pretty on my wall. I'm happy though, even though I got a bunch of dumb stickers and what not x"D 'cause that's the kind of chick I am LOL naw. I'm saving up. like. 1,000 bucks for next year. totally. I need a job orz. 15$ was not nearly enough money ( I had about 30 but it was 20 to get in), but I still managed a little, riiiiight? Okay, I'm pathetic. ;w; but I'm happy being pathetic and weird. 8DDDD
I'm like "dude i'm so getting a table next year!!!". I saw some girls getting a lot of business, and they weren't even good. Of course it's always the talentless people who get all the attention orzorz;;;; but I can try. Oh geez, did I just insinuate that I had talent? Someone kick my neck ="D
Also, my sister bought me a little cow keychain. It's really cute .3. I got a picture of a Lulu, and she was really nice. She looked awesome. I felt kinda sucky that I didn't have a costume. (loser)

btwbtwbtbwbtbtw i didn't know arkansas was so big lmao. nah it's tiny. it really is. but i didn't know it was so big to a tiny miniscule person. I was like "LOOK....AT....ALL...THE MOUNTAINS!!! AND THE TREES!! I DIDN'T KNOW WE HAD THAT MANY TREES LEFT ON THE PLANET 8O!!!!" it was beautiful~!!!! Oooh ooh and Fayetteville was adorable *3* we stopped at a little cafe, but Kita and Sam were being retarded, so we passed up this GREAT cafe for mcdonalds. WTF who does that? Who in their right mind does that??? It was stupid, but I guess theres always next time, right? I got a chai tea from there and it was really good. I haven't had chai tea in forever. I forgot how much I liked it (~heart here~)
There were so many houses for sale/rent down there, it was almost ridiculous compared to Little rock (you dont' see that many for sale signs. and RARELY see for rent signs). Geez it was enough to make us consider moving down there ;_;" I wanna live in a cute little neighborhood with cute cafes and whatnot. I do. And with the animecons being held like right down the streets. sho ;_______________________;
Anyway. thanks for tips guys ._. and by that I mean i was given none except for 'take a water bottle'. But little fogo did fine just by herself. shes a big girl. she can take care of herself. she can handle the happy screaming when caramelldansen starts playing. T^T

We're a bit too tight with money to catch the con in Tennessee next month (I think it's next month...?) but I really want to go. Bummer.

I saw about 5 L's.


It's almost 12AM and I'm exhausted *3* so wan an~


~Fogo

Mood: Sleepy, happy
Intake: Mountain dew + Sunflower seeds
Hears: Flyleaf
Doing: Nothing really 8B
Should Be Doing: the usual xP


Konbanwa~ I hate Japanese music x3

Me and my mom went and looked at more houses today, and we might get this one, but we're still not sure. You can never be sure, especially when she gets home and spends 4 hours on the phone straight. Anyhoodle, Anime-con is 7 (7?) days away!! hooray~ I'm kinda nervous LOL We got the Riverfest tickets today so we're DEFINITELY going! I'm excited to see Flyleaf and Heart and all them live x"3 I totally am in for a funnel cake (LOVE) And did I ever mention that it's a BAD IDEA to choose a Modest Mouse song on Guitar Hero? It's a pain on the drums!!
Anyway, there's a convention tomorrow, and I have to wake up at 6AM. Were gonna be scrambling for everything and with this new haircut, I actually have to make it look good. My hair is awesome and I never hafta do anything with it, but now that it's shorter, I gotta OTL;; I can't wait to see my friends. I know i wont see Jennifer or Zoe, but I'm still a little hopeful. It makes me sad to think of them ;w;
I had my nails for about 3 weeks but I peeled them all off when my left index nail was found randomly missing, so now I have some cheap walmart black tips, so cute!!!!! i love 'em, even though my mom did a not-so-great job at gluing them on XD and and I got my two favorite colors!!!!!!!


Woah my hand looks deformed in that xD I painted my toes with those colors. and yes pink and green are my two favorite colors, as well as orange... anyway. Lemme show you the so-tacky-it's-cute dress I'm going to wear tomorrow, while I'm at it. It's a size 10. :C I'm fat, I know. I think it's like, a major hand-me-down aha xDD but it's just...old and makes me look cute (three hearts here)

I can make anything work *^* I'm gonna look like Anne of Green Gables but geez you look through my closet and find something better xDD but I KNOW it's gonna be cold tomorrow 'cause it's rained all day, and they always keep that building in Pine Bluff FREEZING. So it's good that it's long 8D and I'm gonna be bundling up with 5 blankets. totally. I have the weirdest style @O@ it barely (if) matches.
My sister had to groom a dog yesterday even though she really really didn't want to. Her hose thingy she uses to wash them is broken, but he was so little she could just wash him in a bucket. After she was done, she set him on a bed and went to go do something. This is what I saw:


A little fluffy thing. curled up. Named 'Peanut'. Man is someone gonna be sneezing.

By the way, HOW DO YOU LIKE THE NEW LAYOUT? LIGHT IS UBER SMEXY, NE? I thought the actor they chose for the live-action movie was super hot, too x"3!!! As was the L one. Hoooosh I need to watch that again :C By they way by the way ( Too much to talk about gbsbgs) I went to Family Market the other day and I got this ring out of the 50 cent machine. It's black and has a number sign and a heart on it. How come everyone keeps saying it's 'so me'?? Do I look like I'd...well, yes I do look like I'd be sarcastically winking at a guy and then seriously pranking him when he calls. I'm sorry, that just sounds like a major laugh for me right now.At least it matches my nails. I got another but it has crosses on it :C Speaking of being mean to guys, how come my first reaction to when a guy looks at me, is to death glare at him? This kid (maybe 14 or 15) looked over his shoulder at me and I could have cut my way through steel and scythed him to death with the look I gave him. Of course he immediately looked away, which I wanted him to do. I have this whole 'you are not allowed to LOOK AT ME' attitude. I've had it ever since I was about 11. Atleast it gets the message through. Sam just blushes and looks away like a retard. I'm not that kind of person, and I never want to be. I think it's a dominant thing. I'm not self conscious around guys, I just really don't like them. At all. By the way, again, speaking of guys and fluffy hair, I caught a reason why you never, ever, ever cut your own hair:

Yes, that's on a Female. AND I ALSO GOT THE BRAND NEW LACUNA COIL CD SHALLOW LIFE AND I.AM.LOVING.IT!!! Makes me remember why I chose Lacuna Coil as my most favorite favorite favorite artist in the world (heart) It's fascinatingly magnificent and everyone should listen to it (heart again)
Has anyone tried those white cheddar cheetos? I was obsessively eating them tonight when I noticed I was eating them and that I realized that they wre pretty good. Still taking the regular ones with me for lunch tomorrow, but I could get used to the white cheddar ones. =D
I'm almost done with my 'hilarious quotes' thing I've collected. Just a bit more. I don't like sending them in one by one, I like having a full Notepad worth of them. They're brilliant, I tell you! Lovely 8D
I'd like show you guys the pics I'm working on as of late, but it's getting pretty late over here, and I hafta wake up at 6am , so tootleoo ;"DD

~Fogo

Mood: Bouncy, happy
Intake: water, poptarts
Hears: Diva - Wonder Girls? Issat who sings it?
Doing: Listening to music, avoiding chores
Should Be Doing: the usual xP

I know i haven't really written something that deep lately, and I (for those who enjoy reading about teenager's crappy lives) apologize. Things have been moving kind of fast lately, lol. But I am happy, and that has something to do with the 'IFREAKINGHATELIFE' attitude I've had for the last 7 years. And I agree with Reryu, when she said that maybe we just understand more, now. I know it sounds kind of cheesy, but I suppose it may be true. We only have one life, and one entire try to live it humbly, honestly and as a good person. There's no sense in being depressed about what happened, and trying to ignore the painful memories of when we were little. I'm trying to be a happier, not so self-conscious person, and I want to be happy. But I still do not respect people who try to seem flawless, and who never seem to complain about their troubles. Everyone is flawless, and not sharing in your problems makes the other feel dumb for moaning and groaning about what a terrible life they've had. Still, you get it, right?

Also, I may have said bad things about the state I live in, Arkansas, but I'm going to straighten it out. I like living here. I like the crazy, happen-without-warning weather, even the humidity, which I can't even really feel since I'm so used to living here. I like the annoying sounds all of the stupid bugs make, I like how country everyone is, I like how no one feels as if they have to impress strangers. Also, its not busy here. The crickets, cicadas, whatever can get pretty freaking loud, and it's probably why we're all asking everyone to repeat what they just said because a giant bee, somewhere three miles away, forgot what it was doing and decided to take a breather. I ALSO LIKE how it's 100 times hotter here now that theres global warming and all that. I LIKE the heat. I like feeling my skin tingle when I sit out in it, and I KNOW i'm getting burned and freckled, thanks to my hair that attracts the rays. I enjoy seeing mobile homes with expensive cars sitting out in the driveway, and how bicycling is suddenly really popular here. I'm so updated with what's hot this year, I could light the neighborhood on fire, that, and the heat that's radiating off my skin from the sunburn I've had since last July, 'cause the only way we can tell it's winter here is the constant rainfall for two weeks straight, and the realization that, geez, the weather channel suddenly isn't blinking 100 for once!!

Also, god, no one looks at you. Everyone's afraid of eye contact here, you know, afraid if they make eye contact, they're gonna get a big scary black guy stalking them. But that's just Mabelvale....and perhaps Asher. I see the same people pass by my house 24/7 and I swear my sister has the same truck as 5 different people I've seen around here. We're so used to oddballs, even if you're a tiny white chick married to a butch black dude, people will still ignore you. Maybe they'll think in their heads 'I'm going to count down to their divorce. 10...9...' but their opinions are in their expressions, and their expressions are 100% related to what their crazy mother-in-law is saying on the cellphone that's pressed between their ear and shoulder.

I wouldn't fit in as well, anywhere else. I don't fit in with people who've been sheltered and oblivious their whole lives. Especially people who's default response to anything out of their 2 inch normal zone, is 'uhhh okay?'

Yo, leave us the hell alone.


~Fogo

here it goes. 30 things that i like


1. Dragonball Z
2. Fashion design
3. Symphonic Metal
4. Red hair
5. Bad weather
6. Drawing
7. the piano
8. Horror movies
9. Victorian Goths
10. Boots
11. Friends
12. Regality
13. Orchestras
14. Fanfiction
15. Originality
16. Villains
17. kittens
18. photomanipulations
19. crying
20. Zelda
21. Sparkles
22. Miniskirts
23. Schedules
24. long nails
25. female vocalists
26. ANGERRRRRRRRRRRRRR
27. monsters~
28. cold air
29. nostalgia (the glowy, faint kind *is shot*)
30. Traveling


THIS IS MY ELEGY~~~~

Mood: Bouncy, upbeat
Intake: I have a mtn dew somewhere... *looks around*
Hears: Kelly Clarkson - Since U Been Gone
Doing: Considering yoga, listening to music, chatting
Should Be Doing: the usual xP


Anyway, I posted a new video. Check it out, ne?



lol. I know, it's super cheap. It was fun, though! And really true. Rate and comment!!!

Anyway, I'm almost done with my vocabulary studies, woot! And er, I've only lost 3 lbs so far ;>> you know, working out and EATING MOSTLY JUNK LOL. But I guess it's to be expected. I'm trying to eat better, it's just annoying. Also I need to draw more. Arg arg arg!!!

Geez. I'm bouncing off the walls O3O I need to calm doooooooooown. DKFJAS;LKFJDSA;LKFJDSA
I'm gonna go get rid of this energy okay? ;w;' lets go workout or something. HURRRR.

Oh, today is Sam's Bday. We might have red lobster. hehe.
ew i need a shower xDDD

SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
okay i'm done
SQU--*is shot*

Mood: Happy, sparkly, sleepy
Intake: Chinese food, Mountain dew
Hears: Ayumi Hamasaki - SPARKLE
Doing: Working on a pic, updating this
Should Be Doing: the usual


Hi~!


I dunno what to say.


I was thinking....you know I'll just go as Rena from Higurashi no naku koro ni x"3 I mean, I look more like her and the outfits only about 80$, why not? tehe 8D *is slapped*

I've started reading it. Just finished Onikakushi and I loooooove it. So sad and awesome, omg. Probably one of my favorites now ;D How is, btw, Eiko Shimamiya associated with that anime? Does she do the ending theme for it or something? 'Cause I've had her song for a while and, aaah y'know 8"D Love Eiko, love Higurashi = awesomenesse (extra e = VEEKAAAAY)

Thanks to those two who've subscribed to Kitabokoproductions, y'all ;D it makes me and Kita super happy to know people actually enjoy us being dorks. We've only be on Youtube for maybe a couple of weeks, so I think two subscribers is pretty good T^T

And and... TAT"" it's so so sweet when my friends here online watch one of our videos and call me pretty. I wanna cry ;w; so erm...thanks you guys TwT It's really really hard to accept straight forward compliments like that for me, so I'm...er...I love you guys ;A;
However, don't be like Zoe, who said the following.

"My ears hurt now" (Kita was singing ._.) "you look adorable, btw..."

Please don't insult one of us, and compliment the other. If you really wanted us to stay around, you'd know that. Doing things like that will 'cause me and Kita to get in an argument and that leads to no more kitaboko videos. So there. Use the brain.

Erm erm erm I got my nails done! they look really pretty, but the guy who did them did a bad job. I could've done better than him. But anyway, yeah, I'll need to get them filled real soon. I hate how dirty they get, and then it's impossible to get the dirt because it's stuck in between the fake nail and the real nail...grr
O-Omg...lady gaga on american idol @____________@

Oh, I did Loririan-Mae. Not that way, though, I'm not a pedo.


His arms are super small o__O the left one kind of exploded on me, so ignore that. He's 14. yes. Mynijian school uniform for boys ;DDDDDD super awesome.
Aiiii, so this is about it. and remember that virus thing going around. If you can't go to Microsoft.com (you get redirected) then you have it. So be carefuls~ McAfee's all updated and I've got a malicious software remover thingy so I think I'm all good. Plus I got my warranty still. And I can obviously still go to microsoft.com lol

but um geez. I need to lose weight. Fast. like. Really fast. like before the 25th. Any recommendations besides dieting ('cause I'm doing that) but like, any exercise that tends to burn it off super fast? gbsgbsg



I'm so hott. .0." I need to draw more. School's being a buttmunch. Geez. BYE


~Kussu